Sunday, May 11, 2008

Crying

Ok
just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one
I'm crying now

words may not
come out right
Alright?

Don't judge me on this one
because
because I
Feel
Deeply
Always
Nightly
Wantingly
about you

For you
to tell me
that we won't be
is like
like
like
angels with
no wings
like
like
cars
with no gas

for you to
say
what you said
Damn!

A part of
me
is
in
you
or
is it
you
in me?

Don't ask me
why?
or
how?
or
when?
just know
THAT!

just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one

I'm crying now
words may not
come out right

Your soul
on
screen
feels
like
knife
in heart
like
like
forreal though
am I
or
was I
that horrible
to you
that you
had to say
that
to
me?

just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one

I'm crying now
words may not
come out right

see
toooooo
many
Drinks
forces one
to think
about shit
like
you
and me
and us
and
WOW!!!!

How
or
why
am I here
with
hypnotiq
and
Belevedere
and
Jill Scott
and you

just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one

I'm crying now
words may not
come out right

this is the last one
my last one
to you

see
it
has to be

you
have made
tears
form
in eyes
that
that
never thought
this day would
come

Me
upset
over somebody


Me
calling too
much

me
texting too
much

me
caring too
much

Me
not being
me

just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one

I'm crying now
words may not
come out right

you
are
beautiful

you
are
too
Slick

too
manly

for me

I am not
a Big Girl

This hurts
ALOT!

just flow with me on this one
this one is different
this is the last one

I'm crying now
words may not
come out right

I'm Crying
Because
I am
missing
you already

Because
I had
such
a
good
and
wonderful
friendship
planned
for us

I had
good sex
fuck it
great sex
planned
for us

I am crying
because
I
am
use
to getting what I want
I'm spoiled

I wanted you
so
so
so
so
much
Truth be told
still
do

This is the
last one
it
has to
be

This hurts
so much

I'm crying

because

you

are

you

and

I

am

Me

Thank you
for flowing with me on this one
this one was so different

I hope
words came out
right.

I'm still crying

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