Sometimes

sometimes its all just to much
I'm not asking for the world
Or vast sums of money
I'm asking to be Loved
But if you want something done right
Do It yourself

Things Fall Apart

I stared at this blank page, teary eyed, for at least 10 minutes. Things fall apart. Marriages break up. People leave. Jobs go. Health declines. Love ones die. What I know for sure is that things do fall apart.. They have always fallen apart. they always will fall apart.. The good news is that I know that when things fall apart they always seem to come back together.. Always teaching me something new and necessary.
 
Doesn't mean I don't hurt though

I'm Honest and all My Hoe's is Honest

So I will keep my word and post today


I am a work in progress
Try every day not to throw in the towel
To be present
To maintain my sanity
In a world that tells me daily that I am
unworthy
not pretty
not enough
But here I am
Being Dope as Fuck


~
MrsKiKiDawn

and sometimes

I had a friend once. He was sweet, funny, and amazing.
Our friendship took a wrong turn
I miss him
I would like us to be friends
Sometimes we get what we want
And Sometimes we don't or shouldn't

The End

Today

Today is just a good a day as any to start..


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From now to forever

Surprisingly I'm here
Still
Emotionally compromised
Physically exhausted
Mentally unstable
Spiritually deficient
I want to blame you for this
I need to
None of this makes sense
Yet I knew it would happen
I knew this would be the outcome
You remind me of the others
I've done this before
Been here
Felt this
But this time is different
It will be the last time
I can't do this
I won't do this
Today I will start anew
Again
For the last time
I need to be whole
To be peaceful
To have love
And be loving
Today is a new day
The rain is falling softly
Cleaning my sins
Washing my mind of all evidence
Rinsing my body of hurts
Past
Present
Today I feel like I need to put all the love I desperately try to give to you to myself
Today I will move forward
Today I will forgive you and me for this mess
Today is the perfect day to start anew

Currently

I am Tired


I am Overwhelmed


I am EMOTIONAL


I am Failing at LIFE


I am ready to throw in the Towel


I want to crawl into my own Grave


I feel unable


I don't feel pretty


I am Losing the battle


Save me, Please