More than

I am not just pussy

I am soul food and eye candy 

I am the soft sweet voice telling you the things you need but don’t want to hear

I am the heart of this union

I am the dollar stretcher when times are tight but you’ll never feel lesser 

I am Oshun I can double whatever you give me, even in misery

I am Power

I am thick warm thighs on cold nights

I am your friends saying “Damn that’s you man?”

I am home to you

I am the hood you escaped from and the suburban utopia you crave

I am yin to your yang

I am comfortable in strip clubs, your grandmas church, and the state dinner. 

I am a citizen of world 

I am emotional 

I am soulful 

I am femininity 

I am the prize 

I am the reason you smile when you look at your phone 

I am discernment 

I am self sufficient 

I am joy 

I am shy

I am more woman than you thought you can handle and in me every woman you’ll ever need 

I am a savage 

I am growing 

I am the entire package 

I am honest

I am communicative 

I am your private porn star

I am soft enough to cuddle with yet hard enough to lean on

I am your Rib

I am the deluxe apartment in the sky after the scratching and surviving 

I am your favorite song on repeat

I am goals

I am comfort from this mean world

I am prayer partner, sage lighter, and light healer

I’m with da shits

I am the heavy hitter

I am the money getter

I am the truth spitter

I am more than just good pussy

So now tell me what are you besides dick?

eclipse

Just days after the eclipse
as the galaxy's was realigning itself
I found a new planet
A place I will call Home
for the foreseeable future

I dropped my possessions 

on the cool brown surface
the air here is so rare
that I struggle to breathe

and feel constantly lightheaded

My eyes are feasting on so many new wonders
as I walked around
I met a man

Maybe he is My Adam in this eden

or maybe just a traveler searching for pieces of him

as I was searching for pieces of me

either way he took my hand

looked into my soul 

and without words

he told me to follow him

and I did

Happily

Sometimes

sometimes its all just to much
I'm not asking for the world
Or vast sums of money
I'm asking to be Loved
But if you want something done right
Do It yourself

Things Fall Apart

I stared at this blank page, teary eyed, for at least 10 minutes. Things fall apart. Marriages break up. People leave. Jobs go. Health declines. Love ones die. What I know for sure is that things do fall apart.. They have always fallen apart. they always will fall apart.. The good news is that I know that when things fall apart they always seem to come back together.. Always teaching me something new and necessary.
 
Doesn't mean I don't hurt though

I'm Honest and all My Hoe's is Honest

So I will keep my word and post today


I am a work in progress
Try every day not to throw in the towel
To be present
To maintain my sanity
In a world that tells me daily that I am
unworthy
not pretty
not enough
But here I am
Being Dope as Fuck


~
MrsKiKiDawn

and sometimes

I had a friend once. He was sweet, funny, and amazing.
Our friendship took a wrong turn
I miss him
I would like us to be friends
Sometimes we get what we want
And Sometimes we don't or shouldn't

The End

Today

Today is just a good a day as any to start..


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